shoot me.
i`m just not in the mood to smile or laugh.
this is me.
i`ve wrote a list of why my life sucks for now.
here you go.

just tot of sharin it to my frenz.if you wan to read.umm.den read it okayy.

1) i`m the most burdensome in this family as wat the cruel words came out from mum`s.
2)i can`t really get i wan`t.
3)my fuckin slow IQ sucks!
4)did things i never follow my heart and soon i`ll regret it.
5)my love relationships alwaez ended up me bein the evil and childish one.and soon the frenz hate me.i nvr ask for your frenz to hate me.i nvr.hate me if you all wan.coz i still care for you as ur my frenz.if you regard me as one of urs.still.
6)my skul life really sucks 4 now.
7)my studies are all plain cheating bullshits.
8)my dad fuck shits!
9)all i said or wat i told them;it`s all lies.
10)i hate the past!i hate the present!and i surely hate the future!
11)this is my life.i just had to live it.till the end.
-end-
i`m just livin fuckin shits full of lies!~ SO.JUST.SHUT.UP!!!!

i cried while i`m writing this.
hopeless heartache.-
no questions asked.leave me alone.just 4 awhile.pls? =)
i`m just fuckin plain crazy as in mentally!!!you get wat i mean!!!no!you all don`t!
YOU ALL DON`T FUCKIN UNDESTAN ME!!!
I JUST HATE YOU LOTS!
ARGH!!!FUCK FFUCK FUCK FU CK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!